Amiri Baraka and Larry Neal, Newark, ca. 1967
The New World
Amiri Baraka and Larry Neal, Newark, ca. 1967
The New World
Caravaggio, The Cardsharps, 1571, Kimbell Art Museum
Hôtel Transylvanie
by Frank O’Hara
Shall we win at love or shall we lose
————————————————————can it be
that hurting and being hurt is a trick forcing the love
we want to appear, that the hurt is a card
and is it black? is it red? is it a paper, dry of tears
chevalier, change your expression! the wind is sweeping over
the gaming tables ruffling the cards/they are black and red
like a Futurist torture and how do you know it isn’t always there
waiting while doubt is the father that has you kidnapped by friends
———yet you will always live in a jealous society of accident
you will never know how beautiful you are or how beautiful
the other is, you will continue to refuse to die for yourself
you will continue to sing on trying to cheer everyone up
and the will know as the listen with excessive pleasure that you’re dead
———and they will not mind that they have let you entertain
at the expense of the only thing you want in the world/you are amusing
as a game is amusing when someone is forced to lose as in a game I must
——————————————oh hôtel, you should be merely a bed
surrounded by walls where two souls meet and do nothing but breathe
breathe in breathe out fuse illuminate confuse stick dissemble
but not as cheaters at cards have something to win/you have only to be
as you are being, as you must be, as you always are, as you shall be forever
no matter what fate deals you or the imagination discards like a tyrant
as the drums descend and summon the hatchet over the tinseled realities
you know that I am not here to fool around, that I must win or die
I expect you to do everything because it is of no consequence/no duel
you must rig the deck you must make me win at whatever cost to the reputation
of the establishment/sublime moment of dishonest hope/I must win
for if the floods of tears arrive they will wash it all away
—————————————————————————————and then
you will know what it is to want something, but you may not be allowed
to die as I have died, you may only be allowed to drift downstream
to another body of inimical attractions for which you will substitute/distrust
and I will have had my revenge on the black bitch of my nature which you
———————————————love as I have never loved myself
but I hold on/I am lyrical to a fault/I do not despair being too foolish
where will you find me, projective verse, since I will be gone?
for six seconds of your beautiful face I will sell the hotel and commit
an uninteresting suicide in Louisiana where it will take them a long time
to know who I am/why I came there/what and why I am and made to happen
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“Hotel Transylvanie”, The Collected Poems of Frank O’Hara, Alfred A. Knopf, 1995
Eight of Hearts, with jottings by Jean-Jacques Rousseau.
(One of the twenty-seven playing cards found with the unfinished manuscript of Les Rêveries d’un promeneur solitaire at the death of Rousseau in 1778.)
from Boring Postcards U.S.A., Martin Parr, Phaidon Press 2004
Where We Live
By Michael Dickman
For John Guare
I used to live
in a mother now I live
in a sunflower
Blinded by the silverware
Blinded by the refrigerator
I sit on a sidewalk
in the sunflower and its yellow
downpour
The light of the world
beads up on one perfect
green leaf
It scribbles its name on every living thing then erases it so what’s left is more of a whisper than a mother
Here it’s spring
Over and over and over again
•
I used to live
in a cloud now I live
in a crow
It’s tiny and crippled in there but I can find my way to the bathroom in the dark if I need to
All the windows
in the crow are left open
and let the clouds in
Back in
They float past my bed and have nothing to say
Hello it’s nice to meet you!
From a telephone pole
tongues slide out singing
welcome home
Welcome home they sing
•
I used to live
in a tree now I live
in a king
He waves his arms in front of him and endless migrations of birds disappear into his coat
I like to sit up inside
his crown eating sandwiches
and watching tv
Hills shake in the distance when he shuffles his feet
Floods when he snaps his fingers
I bow inside his brow and the afternoon stretches out
Orders more sandwiches
And sells the slaves
and sets the slaves free
and sells the slaves
“Where We Live” appears in Poetry (December 2013).
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Michael Dickman, a 2009 Hodder Fellow, is currently Lecturer in Creative Writing at the Lewis Center for the Arts. Dickman was born and raised in the Lents neighborhood of Portland Oregon. He has received fellowships from the Michener Center for Writers in Austin, Texas, the Fine Arts Work Center, and the Vermont Studio Center, and he won the 2008 Narrative Prize. His poems have appeared in The New Yorker, The American Poetry Review, Field, Tin House, Narrative Magazine and others.
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